B.R.E.A.K.

Finally...... i had a talk wit my man...
he noticed im moody tonight...
i admit tat im bit out of my mind when i accidentally found out somethings yesterday....
did tried to hide my emotion on the day when i saw the statement....
im always gd in hiding myself... i knew it....
but i failed to do so anymore......
mayb due to my sickness.....it turns my mood off seriously...
so i just told my man why im mood....
yet.... i knw wat replies i wil get frm him....
always the same prob....the same answer.....the same situation....
i knw u wont change for me.... and u admit tat too.....
u said every guy are the same....so u wont tel me the lie juz to make me happy....
i should be appreciate...at least.....u din lie to me...right?
im sorry....im juz expect too much frm u......
i always though u r the special 1 for me....fact....u r also juz a normal guy.....
i shouldn`t ask more frm u..... u have ur own life....which i couldn`t enter in....
sad wit tat.....truly sad wit tat..... but i stil nid to accept it.....
i pray hardly for a stable relationship...
but it looks hard when only im the 1 who put afford on it....

hey celest..... be more realistic.....
tis only wat i can tel myself now....
CHEER~~~

no worries..... u still the man i love the most....no matter....wat happened.....