Thursday, May 27, 2010

Confusing

Im in a lazy mood today.....
but im juz lazy in moving around....not mention bout the working of my brain.....
I think a lots today...
and suddenly... im afraid to be in relationship, to love some1....
feel like trying to escape frm everything....
the mood is just like, im not going to care anymore bout ur life.....
hang out wit frens?
yeah...just go on...... there`s nth much i can do.....
cuz i feel tat i had done my best in our relationship.....

Sometimes....im really complicated and hard to been understand by some1 else...
i not even knw wat i wan actually.......
Im confusing....and i lost myself again......
can i find myself back?
The real me.....

I knw he`ll hang out wit his frens tonite...
juz a sense....
though we promised to meet up by today....but i offered him to hang out tonite wit his frens...
i`ll doing great if im home today.....yeah....im in the mood to stay away frm everything.....
actually, i had done wit all my make up, my hair, and orange juice for him....
just a sudden mood..... i would say so......
but my man said is going to fetch me up after his hair cut.....
hmmm......
Mayb i`ll feel better if i meet him up?
.....
Hopefully.....

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